Blunt

Dear Signs,


no restrictions, I'm delivering it straight from my heart, transferred to text. can't say it verbally, wish I could say it mentally, instead I type it, I hope it makes a break to your reality.

no restrictions, I'm tied to u , I'm vital & your my signs, it may sound corny, but this is how i make-love to you, I'll take you how ever I can, this is my confession, you are forever my first intention.

I adore you, admire you, I romance you from a distance. You are my treasure forever kept marked w/ an "X". not a crush, not puppy love, this word has yet to be invented, this word that I feel, I feel for you.

Happiness, cannot be delivered w/ false hopes, w/ false fears. I'm not artificial, I'm superstitious, don't split a pole when you walk w/ me, loyalty means the world to me. follow me, I'll follow you, believe in me, no imitation, this is my dedication

no restrictions, don't bar me from loving you, because w/ out you, I'm lost. Romantic love - inevitable, I'm a G - its non-intentional. all jokes aside, if you leave me.. I'll be invalid. on a tightrope I'm un-balanced, you are my equilibrium.

you gotta be amazin.. to last this long - to have me on the deepest level - to be loved un-conditionally, for me to profess my love easily on this public view. Birds-eye I'm crazy about you

This ain't a love story, its a true story.

Ask about me


Love
Vital

Revolt

and...still i..m concrete dreamin'

my eyes are gleamin' / when a glimpse of my future

parades thru my mind / i stay pressed on rewind

i try to stay on point, trying to reach my gold mine

and...so I was told. . .

I was BOLD, say word

take a look into what molds me

skin and muscle, dare to tussle

its true I am known to HUSTLE

with the loyalty invested in me

survival of the fittest - can't resist but you can't digest me

...and you call me

an asshole, arrogant, obnoxious

could it be that I am a criminal of my own mind

let me know, odviously I am blind

all I FEEL is the wind - clear up against my face

freedom at last, I'm not a prisoner of my own case..

...and I shouted REVOLT

it's all about control...

feeble minds / raise up and find your souls

find the roots that led to your man-kind

fcuk the politics - religion is a bunch of false concepts

almighty, thats right

...and then she thought

sat down - all distraught

no rules to follow

just follow your HEART

I am Legend

I am Legend

Honestly, I could do with out the bullshit at this time in my life. Tired of dealing with bullshit ass females who just talk out the side of their mouth, but don't ever live up to the bullshit that they say. Since turning 25, I guess you can say I've turned a new leaf, a whole new shade of color. I've grown from one mentality to the next. Not only am I confident in my own skin, but I've come to realize how good of a catch I am. Not only as far as relationship wise, but as a friend, professional and colleague.

Real recgonizes real. The people who have mad a significant impact on my life - are still pro-active in my life for a reason. Everyone who crosses our path were meant to come. We were meant to interact and we were meant to look into one's eyes. Whether it be emotionally or physically. I'm so happy that I've met the good and the bad. The bad you may question as to why I'd be thankful, but the reason is because something that may seem Bad to you at first always transforms into something positive. Whether because it was a lesson, which made you stronger, or a situation that made you wiser, or even a new situation that arose from that bad thing. Everything happens for a reason, and nothing lasts for ever.

Love
Vital

Define Happiness

Happiness: noun: state of well-being characterized by emotions ranging from contentment to intense joy




It is what it is, as I always say. Life
is what you make it, Happiness is there, ya just got to take it. Could
it be that we are blind 95% of our lives? Pursuing only the selfish
things that are developed to obtain the greenery that coats our
bank-accounts and thicken our wallets. Driven by materialistic things
and chasing the American Dream, but how could we forget to feed our
minds, bodies and souls. When can we change and embrace the wind that
blows onto our skin, allowing our eyes to swallow the scenery of a
ocean & imagine the animals who creep amongst the deep blue, not
rattled by money woes & sexual partners... so deep that beneath the
ocean floor lies mysteries from our past who have to been drowned into
the same evilness of the pity paper we so yearn for - because we think
that would be the solution to our happiness. We throw our dollars to
lottery scandals, wait in lines for days for the latest trends, give
away our respect and beg on trains, while drugs floods our veins. I am
guilty - I admit. But money isn't the object of my happiness anymore,
its not the apple of my eye, the stem to my existance. It makes
things easier, but it doesn't make life any easier to comprehend.
People and the way we interact is the counter-part that pieces together
our intellect, its what' broadens our views, builds up the layers that
pack onto our epidermis,although unseen - we have indeed have several lessons learned.

The Debate

I don't know how anyone could not be interested in the Presidential & VP election this year. We had about 8 yrs of hell with President Bush, a war going on for 7 years with hardly any improvement, & an economic crisis that will & is crippling our nation. This is effecting everyone, from poor class to high class. I am speechless when it comes to people not in the slightest bit interested in voting. What the fuck? Its your right, this effects your sons, daughters & grandchildrens lives. You're too wrapped up in ya personal lives to realize that most of these issues in your personal lives are the result of the problems we are facing!!!!

The debate with the VP's Biden & Palin was great. Biden did his thing, he was on his money & was audible.. He had a lot of facts that crushed John McCain. Palin pissed me off, if you lived w/ me you would have thought I was watching a football game the way I was cursing the Tv out. Palin answered every question with a big smile on her face, even as she talked about the war in iraq, the economical issues etc. Biden won in my eyes.

VOTE OR DIE !

Competition is 'nada'

So I made a come-back. I got a job in less then two weeks after I lost my job at the office in Queens. I'm lucky I'm in the medical field, or I'd be fucked the way the economy is going. Vote Bama baby!

So I'm working on the UWS. I tell you, I really missed the city. I really love the UWS neighborhood. Its a real family oriented community. The patients are beyond awesome, & my co workers are great. I really appreciate the way of life there, & it helps that they are all democrats with open-minds. They are all genuinely good people. Nobody is plagued with stereotypes, racisim or mis-conceptions. :)

Anyway, I'm on the train headin' to work. TTYL

Good day, Buddha Word

Get Money Mentality

That "Get Money" mentality kicking in again. You never forget to realize how important money is. Until you are un-employed and basically fucked. I mean, THANK GOD I don't have a family to support, I really just gotta worry about myself. But damn, its only been a week and I've broken down a few times.


Keep ya head up....